Th Truth Fo Yo.

Dear Numba One Beyonce's Fan ,
I'm Sorry Fo Dissapointing Yo.
I Gotta Question Ta Ask, Why You So Obsessed With Me ?
Wanting Kids Ta Be Having Ma Eyes? That's Way Too Far.
I'm Still Holding On Ta Th Promises That I Made.
And Listen Here .
NO ONE CAN CHANGE ME.
I Repeat, No One. Who Are You Ta Change Ma Decisions ?
Stop Calling Me , Stop Sending Me Long Textes .
I'm Sick Of It , Seriously .
It's Hopeless .
Nothang You Do , Will Change Ma Mind.
Here's To You .



Ma Heart's Beating Fast.
And It's Whispering Somethang Bad To Me.
I Guess I Cant Take This Pressure Any Longer .
I Am Not Suitable For You.
Trust Me, I Aint.
I'm Independent .
I'm Th Kind Of Girl Who Knows How Ta Have Fun,
To Let Ma Future Boyfriend Have His Own Guy's Time.
I'm Not Needy.
Neither Am I Insecure.
Cos When I Trust Someone,
I Put In Complete Trust In Him / Her.
Which Makes Me Feel Secure .
I Think If Ma Position Right Now Is Being Your Gf ,
In Our Situation,
I Think I Would Have Been A Bad Gf.
Cos You Need Someone That Can Favour You All Th Time,
Treat You Like A Baby, And Ta Adore You At All Times.
But Me?
I Am Far Different From All Of Th Above.
I Like Ta Spend Time With Ma Sugars & Spice + Ma Family .
I Put Them On Top Of Th Rest.
Which Includes ,
Putting Them As Ma Top Priority.
And Second Is You.
It's Natural,
Cos They've Been There Fo Me Throughout Th Years,
Even Before I Met You '.
But I Know, In Some Ways, You Dont Really Like It.
Which Makes Me Think Real Deep, How Ta Play Fair.
But Hey,
I Dont Live Ta Please Anyone Right?
And I Would Very Much Appreciate If A Guy Respects Ma Decision.
I Dont Like Ta Be Rushed. And Imma Girl Of Ma Words.
I Do What I Speak. And I Hate Ta Pretend.
I'm Honest & I Speak Th Outmost Truth.
Even When Words Kills.
Lately, Ive Been Down.
Even When I Am Supposed Ta Be Having Fun.
You Drop Ma Happiness Till All I Could Ever Do Is Ta Think,Think & Think.
Dang, I Wanna Live Ma Life To Th Fullest Yo.



xoxo,
Syaeera'