
Today Seventeenth Marchie 09,
Got up early in da morning at around 10, due to malay dance practise in school.
Left house at around 11:20 a.m.
Reached school at 11:45 a.m.
Somehow,Da school wasnt silent today.
Walk through the gym walkway and I saw her.
Pretended like I didnt saw her, and just walk away.(cos I aint sure if I had ta say 'Hello,Hi" or something).
Well,that doesnt mean that I'm arrogant.
Sat in 4/6 class for awhile,
chatted with da classmates.
P/s: They Are Great Human Beings (: .
Didnt intend ta disturb Deal & Yaan, So I went ta da back seat,
and chatted with caveyy-man throughout.
Saw "Superhuman's" table, being a busybodaye, I look through his file'.
And there, I saw the letter that I once gave him.
I remembered when I once told him that if he do miss me, do read that letter.
So much for thinking that he brought home that letter or somethang.
Ternyata,tidak.
See,guys dont a-p-p-r-e-c-i-a-t-e .
Well,it's okay. I can do it way better.
Imma show you how it feels like , to be unnappreciated '
I am lovesick. I mean, yes I know,forgetting you isnt easy.
Watching you walk away,breaks.
But dang,you got me.
And if I could start those chapters of love with you, I'm sure I would be able to end it,too.
Your empty promises,that shows a coward's actions.
I believe,time will heal.
Kay,Let's Put It To A Stop.
I dont wanna brag about this anymore.
Back ta square one! (:.
After all those story-sharing session, left da class, and went ta eat with 'The Great Human Beings (: '.
As usual, I ordered Nasi Ayam Penyet,with Papaya Milk Shake.
Ahh,so fine".(:
After eating and stuffs, headed home .
Nobody's home, ): .
Called momma, asked her out.
Changed , headed ta Eve's housing estate.
Was supposed ta meet her,but she was nowhere ta be found.
Met Yaan at dome,
and headed ta 78'.
Saw ex-bf ,and the takraw people.
And saw bestfriend w/ Sofea under blk 78.
Got nothang better ta do,so sat with them for awhile.
Was desperately searching and trying ta find a way ta reach Eve.):
Rang her homie,but she aint home'.
In the end,decided ta just leave, without her.
Took 506, and headed ta iya's crib.
Met momma there, headed ta Scotts road, and shoppe(:.
Yay man!.
Somehow, when momma talked ta me about 'superhuman',
I dont know why I get a little sensitive, and I cried ); .
Dang, I told momma that I'm trying ma best till the very end.
And for if I give up,I'm sorry , you arent for me'.
I just dont know why rainy days seem so long.
But hell,
I'll be able ta go through this.\
Okayokay,I wanna stop here.
I'm too restless ta continue this post.
Perhaps next time alright.
Toodles~rainbowdreams,fellas.
xoxo!
yours truly,
Syaeera'

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