Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Stay Away.


Today Seventeenth Marchie 09,
Got up early in da morning at around 10, due to malay dance practise in school.
Left house at around 11:20 a.m.
Reached school at 11:45 a.m.
Somehow,Da school wasnt silent today.
Walk through the gym walkway and I saw her.
Pretended like I didnt saw her, and just walk away.(cos I aint sure if I had ta say 'Hello,Hi" or something).
Well,that doesnt mean that I'm arrogant.
Sat in 4/6 class for awhile,
chatted with da classmates.
P/s: They Are Great Human Beings (: .
Didnt intend ta disturb Deal & Yaan, So I went ta da back seat,
and chatted with caveyy-man throughout.
Saw "Superhuman's" table, being a busybodaye, I look through his file'.
And there, I saw the letter that I once gave him.
I remembered when I once told him that if he do miss me, do read that letter.
So much for thinking that he brought home that letter or somethang.
Ternyata,tidak.
See,guys dont a-p-p-r-e-c-i-a-t-e .
Well,it's okay. I can do it way better.

Imma show you how it feels like , to be unnappreciated '
I am lovesick. I mean, yes I know,forgetting you isnt easy.
Watching you walk away,breaks.
But dang,you got me.
And if I could start those chapters of love with you, I'm sure I would be able to end it,too.
Your empty promises,that shows a coward's actions.
I believe,time will heal.


Kay,Let's Put It To A Stop.
I dont wanna brag about this anymore.
Back ta square one! (:.
After all those story-sharing session, left da class, and went ta eat with 'The Great Human Beings (: '.
As usual, I ordered Nasi Ayam Penyet,with Papaya Milk Shake.
Ahh,so fine".(:
After eating and stuffs, headed home .
Nobody's home, ): .
Called momma, asked her out.
Changed , headed ta Eve's housing estate.
Was supposed ta meet her,but she was nowhere ta be found.
Met Yaan at dome,
and headed ta 78'.
Saw ex-bf ,and the takraw people.
And saw bestfriend w/ Sofea under blk 78.
Got nothang better ta do,so sat with them for awhile.
Was desperately searching and trying ta find a way ta reach Eve.):
Rang her homie,but she aint home'.
In the end,decided ta just leave, without her.
Took 506, and headed ta iya's crib.
Met momma there, headed ta Scotts road, and shoppe(:.
Yay man!.
Somehow, when momma talked ta me about 'superhuman',
I dont know why I get a little sensitive, and I cried ); .
Dang, I told momma that I'm trying ma best till the very end.
And for if I give up,I'm sorry , you arent for me'.
I just dont know why rainy days seem so long.
But hell,
I'll be able ta go through this.
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Okayokay,I wanna stop here.
I'm too restless ta continue this post.
Perhaps next time alright.
Toodles~rainbowdreams,fellas.

xoxo!


yours truly,
Syaeera'

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