I Really Dont Understand '

I Thought You're The Sweetest Shortcake,
The First Sweetest Taste,
I've Ever Tasted .
But I Guess I Was Wrong.
I Should Have Chosen Apple Pie
Rather Then Strawberry Shortcake .
Apple Pie Had Always Been My All Time Favourite,
Since Junior Year.
But I Want A Different Taste,
So I Ordered Strawberry Shortcake Everyday.
It's Sweet, Those Strawberry With Honey,
Damn Sweet, Real Sweet .
But As Days Passes By,
The Strawberry Tasted A Lilttle Sour,
Sweet & Sour .
But Till It Tasted All Sour ,
I Begin To Give It All Away .
I Tried , But I Failed .
Cos Deep Down ,
I Miss Those Strawberry Shortcake .
I Tried To Tell Myself It's Still As Sweet As I First Tasted It,
And Finish It Where It First Started,
But I Cant.
I'm Too Vulnerable .
You Used To Be There,Through It All '
You Used To Kill My Lonely Nights , Girl.


And This Poem Of Mine ,
Is To You ,
Dearest Sister .
I Tried,I Tried So Hard To Pull It Through,
I Tried So Hard To Not Giveaway This Friendship Of Ours.
Cos It Means So Much To Me.
I Really Couldnt Believe ,For What The Truth Is.
I Had Always Wanted Us To Succeed , Together '
But You? Never .
You Had Always Wanted To Bring Me Down,
And Watch Me Fall.
But Why?
Why Are You Doing All This To Me?
Do You Know That I Had No One Else,But Only You,
And That Point Of Time ?
I Had Always Been Your : If No One Else To Go To,Then I'll Go To Syaeera' ,Kinda Girl.
What Do You Take Me For?
But It's Okay,
Cos Deep Down,
I Still Love You,
But I Tends To Hide It.
I Ignored You,
Cos It Hurts So Much.
And Trust Me,
The More I try To Hate You,
To More It Hurts & The More I Cried .
Please, Tell Me Honestly.
What Do You Want From Me?
Ive Given Up Everything,
Even The One I Most Loved'
Why?
Beacuse Of You.
I Always Want To See You Happy,
And Do What Is Right For You.
But Hell , You'd Never Wanna Do The Same Thing.
Now I Lost My Sister, And My Friend '

Just One Thing, I Still Do Love You '


I Miss My Strawberry Shortcake,
Yes I Do.

With Love,
Syaeera'